Fight to your death

You've betrayed us
you forced a best friend away
you hurt me and all of us
you killed a part of me
you brought out the worst in my parents
you killed a vital part of me

my trust for people is dwindling
my heart is closing
my gullibility
 my naivete
  faith
   love
all are dead or dying

DAMN YOU
damn you
it should have been you
you heartless abusive fuck
it should have been you
and you should be driven away
not him
you won
but you'll die and nothing will be left
away, blown all away; memories will be angry ones
because ill not let you make me like you
ill forget you - that is your price
know this
suffer
and this as well;
I NEVER WAS A PART OF YOU!
I'll never be a part of you!
ill destroy every part of you.

2/22/2002/9:35PM